This is a report on my first Adam session. In preparation for the session I cleaned my house. I sensed that this was going to be a sacred experience, and I wanted to prepare myself in a sacred manner. My guide came, and we went over a list of questions I had prepared to focus on during this journey. My guide suggested an additional question for my inner guides or higher self: "For my highest and best good, is there anything else I should be aware of at this time?"

I put on an eye-shade and listened to music. Time passed quickly; I felt the loving support of my guide, and then I started to feel my body having sensations I have always associated with excitement. Then out of nowhere appeared my own inner guides. They moved out of a gray fog, and for the first time I felt no fear of them. Always in my meditations I had been afraid that I was going crazy when they tried to speak to me, so I stopped meditating.

There were about ten of them dressed in draped gray garments, and I could tell by feeling that some were male and some were female. They felt like my real family. They spoke to me, not in words, but in mind to mind communication, about the importance of meditation for my growth. They said I was afraid of meditating because I had not learned to ground myself adequately, and that I must practice grounding meditations for a period of at least a month.

They said to imagine myself buried in dirt, to meditate from this position, and to be sure that I used grounding tools during therapy. All my fear vanished.

The next question that was dealt with was my issue with weight. My guides were not present visibly, but information came into me: it is not food that I am craving, but liquid. I had misread my body's signals. I should be drinking a mixture of warm water, warm milk, and honey to lose weight. It was very important to lose weight so I could resonate with a different frequency of energy. Too much flesh was preventing this process from taking place.

There followed a period in which a lot of information came to me concerning new inventions. One related to a metal box that contained particles; a laser gun was attached to it. People would be connected to it with wires, and their thoughts would be transmitted to the box where they would be transformed by the laser gun into a language read by a computer. Next there was information about pesticides and insects. The chemicals that we are using now are too heavy; a new family of non-toxic light chemicals that man will be able to five with will be invented. Insects should be sprayed with substances that make them feel love and acceptance: then people will live in harmony with them.

A question about my son was dealt with. My guides told me it was necessary for my son to go and live with his father. I was very sad, but felt it was all for the best. I cried a lot about my son during the session. I felt that I was being pulled apart. After my boyfriend came over to take care of me, and my guide left, I experienced a deep love and bonding with my son. I felt such love for the gift he has given me.

My question about why angry men are attracted to me was also answered: they want my warm loving-mother energy they didn't get when they were young.

Later in the relationship, all of their anger at their mothers comes up and is directed at me.

I was very emotional all night long. I cried a lot for all little children, for how painful and confusing it is for them and for adults. The next day my friend took me to a beautiful location overlooking the ocean. I was very moved by Nature, more than I can remember being since I was a child. I could feel and sense the presence of the Miwok Indians, and how blessed they had been to live in what was then a beautiful, abundant, and gentle place on earth.

My experience with Adam was wonderful. It helped me to face and accept fearful problems and their outcomes. I felt deeply connected with myself, others, and Nature.

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