Every once in a while, we take a break from seeking
government approvals and conducting research to actually
envision and enact a little piece of the world we hope to
create. Last year MAPS returned to the Burning Man
Festival to build on the psychedelic emergency services
we offered in 2003. Burning Man is a fantastic place to
create a vision for the future; it's a surreal landscape of art
projects, interactive performances, and high tech music
and light. More importantly, it's a dynamic community
focused on self-reliance and building relationships outside
the bounds of commercialism. Again working with the
Black Rock Rangers, the khaki-clad volunteers who
patrol Black Rock City, we brought an amazing team of
psychedelic therapists and peer volunteers.
Burning Man is a fantastic
place to create a vision for
the future
Returning from last year were MAPS president Rick
Doblin, MAPS-funded Harvard
psychiatrist John Halpern, "Sam," a
highly skilled underground psychedelic
therapist, trauma therapist Kate
Sorenson, and myself. Joining us this
year were MAPS staffer Valerie Mojeiko,
MDMA/PTSD study investigators Dr.
Michael Mithoefer and Annie Mithoefer,
Harvard neuropsychiatrist Andrew Sewell, and Jill
Stammer, the former follow-up coordinator for the Ibogaine
Association clinic in Mexico.
We worked shifts alongside the Rangers, many of
whom were also trauma counselors, psychiatric nurses,
and other professionals, in their chill-out space, Sanctuary.
Throughout the week-long festival, visitors included
flustered Burning Man staff, dehydrated participants,
feuding campmates, and a number of folks having difficult
psychedelic experiences. This group included people on LSD,
MDMA, psilocybin, and various combinations.
We tried to provide a safe space for those in difficult
psychedelic states, giving them a quiet place and caring
company. Depending on their needs, we spoke with them
about their experience, helped them find their friends,
or let them rest. Many of those in psychedelic states were
simply anxious, as was the case of a young woman on LSD
and MDMA, who spent several hours in our tent in the
company of her boyfriend. Once in a safe space, she was
able open up to her experience and found it valuable rather
than distressing. Others were more overwhelmed; Annie
Mithoefer spent hours holding a young woman and helping
her feel safe.
Troubling aspects
One disturbing part of working in Sanctuary was
helping several people who had been dosed unwittingly by
strangers. Apparently this happened to several Rangers,
probably by practical jokers who saw them as authority
figures deserving of a "prank." This is unconscionable.
Psychedelic states, especially when unexpected, can be
frightening and powerful. Launching someone into such
an overwhelming experience without consent is akin to
psychological rape.
Even when the
situation is
traumatic, gentle
guidance from
experienced guides
is far more likely
to resolve it than
the usual medic or
police intervention.
I spoke with a young man who had been dosed this
way, whose experience was especially difficult because
he had never taken any psychedelics or other drugs in
the past. Several days later, he still felt panicky, confused,
and vulnerable. As a concerned peer,
rather than a therapist or doctor, I
simply listened to him with sympathy.
He was relieved to hear me say that his
reaction was understandable; such an
experience would be overwhelming for
anyone.
Valerie talked with a Ranger who
had been dosed, also his first psychedelic experience.
When he arrived, he was confused, angry, and frightened.
After assessing his situation, however, and accepting it, he
relaxed. An hour later, he decided to leave the tent and go
out into the festival to enjoy the music.
Sadly, not all difficulties can be resolved easily within
the length of the festival. One young man stayed with
us for several days without improving much in his grasp
on reality. He hadn't taken any substances in quite some
time, and yet seemed to be delusional and unable to care
for himself. After observing him for a couple of days,
the therapists and psychiatrists on our team determined
that he had undergone a true psychotic break, and they
transferred him to the care of the medics. It's disappointing
to be unable to help someone, but I felt good that our
group made a distinction between those who needed
understanding and those who needed more involved
psychiatric care.
Building on the project
Our second year at Burning Man built on the first
year in some exciting ways. First, we're better known and
more respected within the Burning Man organization,
as we've proven our intentions and our skills. With more
integration and communication within the organization,
we are in a better position to help more people.
Second, members of our team participated in the annual
"Palenque Norte" talks on psychedelic topics. Rick Doblin
spoke on MAPS and its strategy, Valerie Mojeiko discussed
the ibogaine outcome study, John Halpern discussed
MDMA research, and I participated in a panel entitled,
"Psychonavigating Heaven and Hell." We discussed ways
to create positive psychedelic experiences and ways to help
oneself or others through difficult ones.
We continued to gain value from the project with a talk,
entitled, "Psychedelic Harm Reduction: Reducing Harm and
Enhancing Benefit with Psychedelic Emergency Services,"
that Valerie Mojeiko gave at the 2004 Harm Reduction
Coalition Conference in New Orleans in November. We
are working on other ways to disseminate information on
this model, for instance with a short video on dealing with
difficult psychedelic experiences, that will be used as part
of the drug education curriculum developed by Unitarian
Universalists for Drug Policy Reform.
Sandra Karpetas, Iboga Therapy House
coordinator and Sanctuary volunteer
Broader implications
MAPS offers psychedelic emergency services in order
to demonstrate a practical model in which the psychedelic
community can care for its own, without medical or law
enforcement intervention. Knowledgeable peers are often
able to help disoriented trippers feel grounded before the
situation escalates into
something more traumatic.
Even when the situation is
traumatic, gentle guidance
from experienced guides is
far more likely to resolve
it than the usual medic or
police intervention. This
is a valuable model for
any group of friends using
psychedelics, or for festival,
concert and rave promoters,
who can save money and bad
public relations by allowing
experienced peers to handle
psychedelic emergencies.
MAPS is increasingly
turning to focus on the risks
as well as the benefits of
psychedelics and marijuana,
to obtain a balanced picture
of these substances and their use in medicine
and in recreation. By lending a hand to help with
psychedelic emergencies, we face the sometimes
difficult outcomes of people's choices. I think it's
important to acknowledge these harms as well
(though often I feel that the harms are increased,
rather than lessened, by prohibition).
We also offer these services in order to
train ourselves. Dr. John Halpern is the primary
investigator on the MAPS-funded protocol
examining MDMA as a treatment for anxiety in
advanced stage cancer patients. Also, he and Dr.
Andrew Sewell are working on a protocol for LSD
and psilocybin as treatments for cluster headaches.
Helping people at Burning Man and other events is
a rare opportunity to gain experience working with
difficult psychedelic states. As these doctors begin
to work with subjects in their studies, they will
already have experience helping people in altered
states, and will have the added advantage of working
with other government approved researchers such
as the Mithoefers, as well as with an outstanding
underground psychedelic therapist.
We are working now on expanding the project
for Burning Man 2005. We plan to give more talks
on psychedelic research and hope to provide better
services for more people. Look for us in the event
and camp listings at Burning Man. To learn more
about Burning Man, go to www.burningman.com.
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